Sunday, June 19, 2022

A fragile handful dangles gently

Just as the Duolingo dialogues with characters who just happen to be queer (most recently Bea mistakes someone she sees in the store for an ex-girlfriend, and Bruno and Héctor disagree about a song which played on their first date thirty years ago) delight me with their normality, I'm loving Queer Nature, an anthology of poems by 200 poets past and present. My first foray introduced me to Judith Barrington's "The Dyke with No Name Thinks about Landscape," whose last stanza, after love, terror and other experiences with people in natural settings, goes like this:

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Now she is lying on a blanket, the sand below

moulded to the shape of her body. 

 

Sudden swells lap the shore beyond her feet:

a barge has passed by.

 

trudging down river with its load

like a good-natured shire horse

 

its throbbing lost now behind the breaking

of that great wave which seems to rise from the deeps.

 

The turbulence is quick: a lashing of the sand

followed by September’s lazy calm

 

as the river moves unseen again,

cows from another world low on the far shore

 

and the seagull’s body, a fragile handful,

dangles gently between its two tremendous wings.

 

The trouble is not nature, she thinks

But the people who say I’m not part of it.

 

They’re trying to paint me out of the landscape

says the dyke with no name

 

but her thighs in hot sand remember a horse’s warm back

as the wind makes a great wave from Oregon to Beachy Head.